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At
7 a.m.
On
a quiet stretch of A1A, past the ancient aquarium arch,
Behind
the three-story steppe motel,
Pelicans
drop kamikaze from their cruising altitude
Into
the white-hot light just beyond the breakers,
Falling
headfirst in glittering explosions
Into
inky schools of fish puddling at the surface.
And
the flashbulb glare of the sunrise
Warms
skin sensitized by the humid chill
Of
night lifting;
The
skin of one leaning dangerously towards the breaking morning
From
a tiny, sloping concrete balcony,
Just
enough for a beach towel and a chair
Propped
against a salty screen door perched on squeaky wheels.
The
wind, soft and damp, settles on things,
Pushing,
pulling, caressing, always touching,
A
persistent lover…a possessive feline.
And
the wind tunnel white noise roar, ebbing in pulses,
Seeps
in the cracks of unsealed windows,
Startling
awake senseless sleepers in its sudden absence,
The
humid vacuum of an approaching squall
Or
afternoon rain, sparkling down in the still visible sunlight,
Steam
cooking the sandy pavement,
Watering
down the salty pool
That
nobody really swims in, just bathes, illegally,
After
building hasty sandcastles and hurling kites, futilely,
Into
the quiet morning air before the park opens.
Soon
the flip-flopped exodus begins, everyone yawning—
The
first day is free if you stay, but there’s nothing else to do—
And
in through the old wooden entrance,
Just
a courtesy, to get a blue hand stamp, soon blurring,
For
entrance across the street to the real show.
To
be fair, the west side gets its due
With
its non-Disney sized distractions—
A
3-D movie, with or without paper glasses,
Short
air-conditioned relief and soothing sea colors,
Spilling
its visitors out into 10-minute-interval exhibits.
No
one waits for the schedule, stepping up to tap on the glass
Of
the electric eel’s tank, and study the voltmeter,
Feed
the koi with a dime full of fish food,
Shell
out 14.95 for a chance at Pick-A-Pearl,
Examining
each oyster, divining its chances
Of
holding a black pearl, really platinum grey like fog,
Pointing
out The One, attendant prying open the shell,
Pushing
the palette knife into gummy flesh and popping out the prize…
Cream-colored,
of course, perfect for a silver setting
Hung
around a sunburnt neck.
Then
across A1A, stopping traffic, darting onto the coquina marker:
Marineland,
founded 1938.
A
fenced flock of flamingoes watches, bored,
Sinking
their hooked bills into the pond below.
The
east turnstiles give way to black and white gelatins,
Records
of eras, trainers and dolphins, stunts and skiers,
Housed
on blue tile under the aquarium deck, echoes long past.
Dolphin
Stadium always first, creaking bleachers up 20 rows,
Facing
a long shallow pool with hoops all blazing in the sun.
To
the left the grey dolphin lady, Nellie, aged 50 years, lazes in her private
pool,
Perhaps
bored, missing her children, but doesn’t seem to, still smiling.
Maybe.
With
a flourish the gates open, dolphins darting from covered pools,
Grey
and blond—Sunny is Nellie’s baby—leaping to adventure music
Blaring from speakers gone murky with salt-air aging
,
Towing
a Benji dog to the Hawaii 5-0 theme song, loving it, squealing.
Lingerers
meet them, playing a quiet game of catch with the grinning giant
Offering
its head to be patted, wet velvet.
Weary
legs trudge up the stairs out the back way, gazing deep
Into
the old aquarium, rife with generations-old fish
Fed
by a diver in Jules Verne underwater wear.
Veterans
know the sea turtles’ names, the number of sawfish,
The
length of time around the tank for wrasse,
The
coral is real, its bodies replacing sunken steerage.
Top
Deck nears, stories deep home of five more dolphins
Mary
and Betty, Dazzle and Alvin, and Chubby,
Hurtling
themselves up at gasping children and down again,
Cannonballing
the clapping crowd, tossing basketballs up, up and over the side,
Squealing
and flipping, flying and throwing water to the street below,
Taking
particular hilarity in showering passersby, 30 feet down.
A
lucky volunteer feeds them a fish, amiably taken from trepidatious fingers.
A
rowdy bunch to be sure, moody as children, larger than imagined,
Family
trees interconnected and complicated from long lives.
After
the show, a broken boardwalk beckons in the dunes.
Penguins
cry alongside sea lions from behind the trees,
No
one knowing the times of their shows, just waving
As
they walk by, filing through the gift store, back to the jungle gyms.
In
its heyday, the ropes ran high, knotted in webs up to
Impossibly
long slides, pillowed spacewalks, and monkey bars
Where
adults followed shrieking children up and down and around
Until
the whole party ambled, exhausted, back to the room
To
change into one nice outfit for dinner
At
the Dolphin Room, all chrome and glass, mahogany and dimmed lights,
Crisp
white linen table cloths and seafoam carpet,
A
Roger Moore James Bond scene,
East
wall all windows on the ocean,
And
a grand piano playing magical music begging a dance floor,
When
You Wish Upon a Star,
But
no one else seems to think so.
Through
the windows the sky turns soft,
Periwinkles
and purples spreading up from the sea, unveiling stars.
A
quiet walk back to the clean room with cotton sheets
And
drinks sipped with the screen door open.
I
wish I could take you there, then, and pull you
Along
the angled, disappearing shoreline,
Climb
on coquina boulders with hidden pockets of crabs
And
barnacles, waiting for the moon to pull in the tide.
Dance
outside the dining room window and wave
So
the piano man knows we’re listening.
Rest
on your arm in the movie, and whisper my oyster tricks
That
never really worked anyway,
Map
out the dolphin lineage and
Their
favorite leaps, and laugh, doused together,
Show
you how to pat the side of the great tank
To
summon a flippered friend and a basketball,
And
your first big finale, all five flipping at once,
See
it all new, by the light of your eyes.
Then
wrap up in the cool white sheets of our room
And
watch the night seep across the horizon.
But
the dolphins moved to other aquariums,
And
no one knows their names anymore or where they went.
No
note.
A net protects the big tank, no longer crowded,
Quiet nursery for the ones who remain.
The
oysters retired to Silver Springs,
And
the piano man quit when the Dolphin Room changed hands
that filled it with grey-carpet cubicles.
There
is no west side,
Nepune's statue surveying the empty, torn dunes.
One
night, love, when sleep is reaching for you,
I’ll
murmur it all, lips to your ear, until you can hear
The
gulls laughing and feel the sun of morning,
And
meet you in the 7 a.m. of our dreams.
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